Sometimes I love Instagram and other times I don’t…I think my pics are interesting and nice! How do I never get likes but ppl who post dumb shit get over 20 likes ): it’s a stupid thing to care about :/ but I still care bleh

I got called an idiot today, I was screamed at and told I was an idiot. I really have no idea what I want to do in life. But right now I just feel like digging a hole and staying there